fancy news

i'm going for a choir audition next tuesday - to join my church's choir haha..
just thought i'd let u know since u are afterall, the original choir person!
no rude comments about my singing here! :X

hey, i'm still here .. :)

the world has changed

sometimes i still can't believe the world is moving on without joel.. i wish that maybe it could just stop for a moment and wait for him to catch up with us..

these days when there is so much to do, i have to shelve it aside and pretend nothing has happened. i can't blame the people around for not being understanding, everyone around - work, family, friends have been empathetic and supportive.. its just really life that i'm hating.

the image of a possible cruel reality played in my mind last night before i went to bed and i'm glad i was just imagining.

right now i feel like

my heart is going to burst.. from work. very bad.

if my life only had an audience of six..

one of them just walked out..

all thats left is.. alot of space.