everything was fine today until just now i realised one of my ext hdds is spoilt (probably permanently). Yup.. another one of them, and no doubt the most impt, since i just lost my main ext hdd in march. And so, this was one the backup of that one.
I feel like a part of me has been erased with it. I think I probably lost 75% of my China photos in there, and most photos from the past 2-3 years, and many other files that i dread to discover. Actually its basically abt half of everything that i did for the past 2-3 years. But u know this time, its so beyond depressing that I'm not feeling so sad anymore. I feel tired even trying to recollect and hope that i have certain things hidden and backed up somewhere else.
I guess i still have my portfolio work, since i happened to be working on it. And then looking through my messy collection of backup cds, i rediscovered some photos from 2004-2008 that made me smile, though it had to happen in this ironic way.
I guess no ones gonna forget that i went to china anyway? and if theyre any memories i really loved, photos won't be the only medium for me to remember them. But hey r... i think i lost my tokyo photos too? uh oh :| ... guess i should try finding that before i sleep. Would u happen to have it?
HmmIn the midst of this shitey situation, i actually wanted to rave abt
Discovery. Its good :) and it reminded me of listening to Postal Service though actually not quite the same. Plus since ure such a Vampire Weekend fan, i think i can boldly predict that u would like it. hehe!
MisjudgmentI want to mention that i regret dissing the new Camera Obscura and God Help the Girl albums. AYE! theyre not as bad as i thought, though of course not as good as their predecessors. More abt that when im in a less foul mood.